I bet you already know what have happen to me,jay,Soph.

Writing to you w/such heavy mind and sorrow, etc...

I\'m really begging you for my jay\'s safe for most of all and Dad?

Because you are my dad, you can do such things without I actually saying to you, right?

Cause you can read me, now.

There\'s no such easy life I guess that I\'m realize as time goes by,but I don\'t think Jay doesn\'t deserve this much hardship just because he is head of household.

Please, Dad

Give me and Jay strength to go through this tuff time.

And lastly take care of my children as well...

Love you, Dad